my name is alexis i am sixteen years old and i live in the united states. i have been diagnosed with anorexia, depression, and anxiety. i have been in two abusive relationships and i don't think i will ever get over the pain they caused me. anyways, after three long years of self harming and starving myself I have finally decided to recover, it's not going to be easy and i know i have a long road ahead of me but in the end it will pay off. this blog is basically my recovery journal. i am always happy to make new friends, so don't be shy.
*disclaimer: i do not promote eating disorders or any kinds of self harm. no posts are mine unless stated or tagged personal. trigger warning.

choladyke:

fivegum:

I AM PISSING MY FUCKING PANTSI M LAUGHING SO HARD

Every time

trenchcoatinimpala:

things you don’t point out about people:

  • acne
  • cuts
  • Scars
  • body hair in places you’re not used to it being???
  • fat rolls/curves
  • how much/how little they’re eating
  • how skinny they are/what bones they can see because of how skinny they are
  • How fat they are.
  • If they have crooked or misaligned teeth maybe even yellowed
  • If they sweat a lot

don’t do it

don’t

n-ostalgicignorance:

givexnchy:

≡ q u e u e d ≡

I CAN’T

n-ostalgicignorance:

givexnchy:

≡ q u e u e d ≡

I CAN’T

do-me-no-wrong:

When you’re so sick and you just lie on anything you can find, making dying whale noises.